Update #1 by David at 9:55 pm on Mon 12/29/2025 🙇🏻Husband Prays to God, Who is Patient, Not Willing Wife to Perish, but Prefers She Come to Repentance, 2 Pet 3:9, Desires Wife Saved and Come to Knowledge of Truth, 1 Tim 2:4...
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🙏Jesus, thank You for not giving up on Peter, but undoing his 3 denials with questions — he could not deny, regarding whether or not he still had a love in his heart toward You — and all three times out of the abundance of his heart he spoke — that that he still loved You… That fact was undeniable… and then You added pastor to his call as evangelist…
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Thank You so much for the messages we have recorded in Acts, and how He taught what You had just taught him about 6-7 weeks earlier, when You explained everything that was written about You in the Law, Psalms and Prophets, Luke 24:44-45, regarding The Father not allowing His Messiah to undergo decay, and how it was impossible — no way no how — zero ability — for death to hold You back when the Father stood You up on Your feet and exalted You to sit back down as Son of Man gonna come with clouds on his enemies…
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And he wasn’t afraid to call the people out for turning on You after all the good You had gone about doing, healing all who were oppressed by the devil, and how they rewarded evil for good, handed You over to the Gentiles -- who so brutally showed the malignancy of the devil — dealing out punches and spit and facial hair and thorns — and then making You carry Your own cross after such a severe beating with ungodly devices used to inflict a punishment and stripes which You were not even deserving…
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Well it’s a good time to thank You for You right here… Thank You we would have never known You, or had the Words of what happened… There wouldn’t have been a church… Talk about the message of It’s a Wonderful Life,” — about how Bedford Falls would have been worldly, Harry wouldn’t have gone on to save those soldiers… Cause he would have drown when he fell through the ice…
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We’re so thankful You didn’t come down to do Your own will, but the will of the One who sent You… If You didn’t do that, LORD, we’d be been so stuck, probably would have had to have judged to world already... We would either not have ever existed or worse, much much worse… So thank You for not giving up on us, thank You… Really, really appreciate it...
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Thank You for not giving up on him, either… For his having left us two “Letters” — so inspired by You — Your Words — Your Teachings… Through the one who from start to end, out of respect and humility, and knowing his own nature only, basically confessed his sins right up front, being more a pirate than a priest, depart from me, I’m not like You, I am an unclean man… "Fisher of men” You told him…”feed My sheep” You said, “tend My lambs” — “feed My sheep"
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"The Lord is patient toward us, not willing for any to perish, rather all would come to repentance," 2 Pet 3:9.
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Know what that feels like, we do… Plans for us if we get out of the way… He had been back to fishing, but it was ridiculous… Everything had dried up… I’d been in restaurants and solar for last 11 yrs… That’s gone.. No work two years 2 yrs 4 1/2 months…
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You had him confess truth, that helped bring him to repentance, then You told Him… “Follow Me” — “the Lord is patient toward us” he says.. Told me, “Lead the way” couple nights ago… Then “quickly”...
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So we’re going back but asking You soften her up in advance. Prior to my arrival, turn her and let her embrace truth over her mother’s schemes to rob me blind as an American or get me in trouble or whatever… Break up their plans, please… Turn the counsel of Ahithophel to foolishness… Provide me with a meager monthly amount so I can go back and show her the gospel, raise my son, if I don’t go... well You said, “lead the way,” OK… I’ll "lead them” — happy to — Just please lead me… John 10:27, Your voice, Rom 8:14, Your Holy Spirit, “Where else shall we go? You alone have the Words of eternal life?"
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Father — I’m unable to make enough there to live on, and the remote jobs would have me working when they’re sleeping and sleeping while they’re up… I’d have to find something remote at night here and day there, but as I was searching earlier, You said, “evangelist” — You know we have Christian poems… that would be more a side thing… I only need about $1,375 a month or $344.75 a week for us 3 there…
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So help me know what to do first… It says, “prepare your work in the field and afterward build your house,” Prov 24:27… Anyway, "Abraham called that place, 'Yahweh Provides,’ And to this day it is said, 'on the Mountain of The LORD it will be provided,” Gen 22:14. It was the Mountain of sacrifice where You provided…
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Anyway I do want to pray for her and her family — want them saved and the devil bound… We do have authority, not that we make an idol of it, but to remain thankful that our names are written in heaven, but in the authority of the NAME of Jesus, and invested with Your Armor, we resist him firmly in the faith, as Paul, James and Peter exhort — firmly, stand firm, having done all, stand against his methods, tactics, strategies, schemes… We’re not unaware of them, 2 Cor 2:11 -- “Ahithophel is among the conspirators with Absalom.” So David pleaded, “O LORD, I pray, turn the counsel of Ahithophel into foolishness!” 2 Sam 15:31…
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Lord, trusting You with all my heart, I repent of leaning on my own understanding... Paul said, “This is a trustworthy saying, fully acceptable: Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners, of whom I am the worst. But for this very reason I was shown mercy, so that in me, the worst of sinners, Christ Jesus might display His PERFECT PATIENCE as an EXAMPLE to ALL those who would BELIEVE in HIM for ETERNAL LIFE,” 1 Tim 1:15.
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Example of patience, thank You, and an example preaching, teaching and of prayer...
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“First of all I urge prayer… for all people, kings and all in authority, so we can enjoy a godly… life of quietness and dignity. This is good and acceptable in the sight of God Our Savior, Who desires ALL to be SAVED and come to the knowledge of the Truth," 1 Tim 2:1-4.
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This includes my wife 😊 Help her to confidently approach Your Throne of Grace to receive mercy and find grace for help in time of need, Heb 4:16.
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May she have "wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of You and know the hope of her calling," Eph 1:17. Life and death are in the power of the tongue, and those that love it shall eat the fruit thereof, Prov 18:21 — she’s a doer of the Word! Let her ask for help in time of need, call on You for You answer her, Jer 33:3.
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"For the grace of God has appeared bringing salvation to all people (her & her family included — there’s no lack on God’s end, his arm is not too short, You are the God of all flesh, nothing is too difficult for Thee) teaching us 'renounce worldly desires to live soberly,' Acts 3:19-20.
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Let Christ shine & dwell in her heart, and hearts of her family, know Jesus' Love that passes knowledge & be filled up and overflowing with all the fullness of God," Eph 3:17-19.
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"Lead them not into temptation, but deliver them from the evil one," Matt 6:13. Give Your angels charge over them, Ps 91:10-11. With thanksgiving we thank You in advance,Matt 11:24, really, thank You again, in Jesus' Name...
Original Prayer Request
Matt 7:13-14, “Enter by the narrow gate; for the gate is wide, and the way is broad that leads to destruction, and many are those who enter by it." Jesus Christ, Matt 7:13-14. Father, thank You I'm seeing roots and motives and it's scary -- I ask grace to fast with an increased zeal and fervency…
Let things become more clear to my wife, Eph 1:17-18, Help her see and fear the wide and heavily traveled path that leads to destruction, Matt 7:13, come to her senses and confess she has sinned against Heaven, Luke 15:17-18, against You, 2 Sam 12:13, Ps 51:4, and experience a radical conversion, “marvel not that I said, you must be born again,” John 3:7.
"The Love of Money is the ROOT of EVERY TYPE OF EVIL," 1 Tim 6:10 — “Thou shalt not steal,” Ex 20:14... Stealing When She Had Everything is Proof of The Love of Money — I pray she would have a sincere and ardent desire to Love The Lord Her God with ALL Her Heart, Soul, Mind and Strength, Mk 12:30, and Have No Other God's Before YOU, Ex 20:3.
Bible admonishes an attitude and posture of heart that resembles humility and contentment more than its opposite — Self-seeking and vain-glory, explained best in phrases like, “the love of the world,” “the desires of the flesh,” “the boasting of what one has and does,” “the world and its desires,” which we are clearly taught to NOT to love those things, OR THEY REPLACE THE LOVE FOR THE FATHER, “1 Jn 2:15-16, 17. “Receiving glory from one another and not seeking the glory of The One True God,” renders one "incapable" of believing, John 5:44. “The worries and cares of the world, the deceitfulness of riches, the desires for other things,” clearly “chokes out the Word and makes it unfruitful,” Mark 4:19.
“Putting our minds on the the things of man instead of the things of God” not only brought a swift and heavy rebuke from The Messiah Himself, but was at worst an entry point for the serpent himself, Matt 16:23, and at best made Peter and adversary of Jesus Christ Himself. That is clearly in accord with the teaching, “Friendship with the world makes one an enemy of God,” James 4:4.
Here we see the "the love of the world" dragon’s tool of spewing vomit on the love of The Father, in order to put our minds under his poisonous tutelage, foster an on orphan spirit, depriving us of walking in the new creation of Your Kingdom, with the ability to neutralize our effectiveness, rather than furthering the administration of the gospel, which is by faith, and continued transformation by the renewing Of our minds, that we may prove what the will of God is, that which is good, acceptable and even perfect, Rom 12:1-2, 3 — which is to imitate God, Eph 5:1, and be conformed to the image of Christ as sons of the Kingdom of our Father and His Anointed One, His Christ.
Be merciful to her and grant her the gift of repentance unto life, Acts 11:8, “Well then, God has granted even to the Gentiles the repentance that leads to life,” in Jesus’ Name
Two Problems Still — Lack of Godly Sorrow that Produces Repentance Unto Life, Acts 11:18, 2 Cor 8:7 — Godly Sorrow is that which has concerned that it sinned against God, Ps 51:4 — Against You and You only have I sinned… Why? Why only God? What about Uriah, what about Bathsheba, David’s family, all Israel as its Head ?
Because GOD had said, “Thou shalt not murder,” Ex 20:13, GOD had said, “Thou shalt not commit adultery,” Ex 20:14, God had said, “You shall not steal” (Bathsheba from Uriah), Ex 20:15, God had said, “Thou shalt not bear false witness,” (Acting like he was Uriah’s buddy is a two-faced lie — sending his death sentence to Joab by Uriah’s own hand, an abomination — making Joab send him out to get killed, then report back all sneaky through the servant, David’s ho-hum, “Go tell Joab, ‘O well, the sword takes one as well as another’”). GOD had said, “Thou shalt not take the Name of The LORD in vain,” Ex 20:7. We could go on with David, BUT HE GOT REPENTANCE CORRECT — “I Have Sinned Against THE LORD,” 2 Sam 12:13, “Against You and You ONLY have I sinned, Ps 51:6.
Father, thank You for Your tender-mercies, love and faithfulness. I am asking for Your kindness that leads us both to a more thorough repentance, Rom 2:4. We’ve both sinned against You, Ps 51:4, responded to each others actions in unbiblical ways, said and did unkind acts, sinned and have fallen short of Your glorious plan for marriage, Rom 3:23, Eph 5:32, I for my part have confessed and repented and am now confessing our sins, mine and hers, since You are faithful and just to forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness, 1 Jn 1:9. Thank You in Jesus' Name, Phil 4:6-7, Amen, 2 Cor 1:20.