Need to prove home group leaders pattern of stealing, outrageous squandering money, spending, foolish investments, and ongoingly incurring debt. Had the opportunity to do so by screen-shoting email transactions — my fears are confirmed despite denials, it's even worse -- stole and spent TWO (2) year's worth of son’s college fund (squandered 20% of my life savings in 6 months while I was paying for rent, internet, electric and while she was making income… Also acquired several more large and small loans (which I am forced to pay).
I live/teach debt-free living+generosity, so aqainst my wishes, instructions and expressed will... She also invalidates my instructions to my son and contradicts them even -- has not been attending homegroup as promised before I returned to Philippines from The States. Help me forgive myself and her -- bring lasting change to us both by washing us with the word of truth and humility, Jn 17:17, Eph 5:26...
The borrowing is ongoing, and we've maxed out our monthly budget plus 20-30%. We’re talking a SERIOUS need of counseling and repentance... So far has admitted nothing, and lied to home group leader and wife -- but NOW we can put that to bed and get to the real issues -- Need for salvation -- repentance from greed, love of money, stealing -- breaking the commands of God and Natural Order to enter the Celestial City, "Outside are the dogs, and the sorcerers, and the sexually immoral, and the murderers, and the idolaters, and everyone loving and practicing falsehood," Rev 22:15...
Father, I have her best interest in mind -- and that of my son (to have a godly dad and mom with a biblical worldview and orderly education and real love) -- So that means she needs to A) Admit the truth B) Believe in Christ's Life, Death, Resurection, Ascention and Sending Holy Spirit to comlete the work, C) Confess her sins and be saved by grace through real, obedient faith in Jesus Christ -- BUT I cannot do what only You can: open her eyes... I do not want to be The Holy Spirit, nor can I do what You can, but would like to save her, and ask You to convict her of righteousness, sin and eternal judgement, John 16:18, Heb 6:1-2, 3. Deliver her from lying, Rev 21:6, thefts, Rev 9:21, her cunning craftiness and deceitful scheming, Eph 4:14 -- It's not about the money -- "what matters is keeping the commandments of God,"1 Cor 7:19. Thank you for compassionate prayers of faith for this humbling and trying situation, in Jesus' Name.