Update #9 by Charles H. at 9:14 pm on Sat 6/25/2016 Greetings Brothers and Sisters in Christ: I sure wish that God would show us some concrete sign that He is planning on a radical, all pervasive healing for my loving, and faith filled wife,Sally. I have prayed for a fleece [asking for a definitive sign--mentally, not outloud for I do fear that the devil and his croonies could easily snatch my prayer and use it to deceive me. So far God has given me no sign that HE truly has heard my multitude of prayers for Sally and that He is willing to grant them. I have explained that we are not just talking about my fear of being alone--that is not the point at all! Rather the point is the following: Sally has been and continues to be a SPIRITUAL RUDDER for me and a SPIRITUAL ISLAND of safety from the tumultuous currents of this world. I carry tremendous brokenness in me--many years of abuse and tons of years of subsequent spiritual oppression. If He continues to allow this disease to progress He will in effect spell my spiritual death also. This has been excruciatingly tiring and so very frustrating mounting truly awesome prayer assaults on Heaven time after time: and I truly, truly am so indebted to all of you wonderful people for your efforts. So very perplexing on why this continues. I just truly, truly, truly wish God would somehow share with me why this just and loving judge [Father God] has failed to come downstairs --true it is the middle of the night as the scriptures relate it and He has gone to bed with His family--but due to the widow's importunity, I tell you that that unjust judge will come down. How much sooner would your Heavenly Father [assumption and understanding is that He is both just and all loving] will run to attend to His children. What do I need to do to get Him to respond to my knocking? I have spiritual directors telling me the following: a nervous breakdown--driven by intense sadness and lonliness await me, one spiritual director saw a body bag, another told me that God will chop me off at the knees. I truly wish, and pray for understanding and clarity in these areas. Please help.
Original Prayer Request
Greetings Brothers and Sisters: Asking for your strong, powerful prayers for my wife, Sally: For truly infinite vast oceans of ever increasingly more deep, intensive, thorough, all pervasive, permanent, complete growth in: 1) complete healing, eradication, purgation of every fiber and cell of cancer & tumors -right down to and thru the very deepest root & seed causes of such; 2) continuously, unceasingly: renewing, revitalizing, re-invigorating every aspect, facet, element of her entire immune system rendering it completely an iron-clad, truly impregnable protector, defender from: any and all: cancer & tumors, staff infections, harmful bacterial and harmful virus infections - unceasingly; 3) absolute, complete, total: regeneration, healing of all damage, deterioration, injuries inflicted by her staff infection: especially her spine, spinal cord, vertebrae, disks, etc; 4) powerfully & continuously healing of the normal regulation and production of healthy red blood cells--so she never, ever, ever will need transfussions ever again --please, please, please pray for complete healing of any ulcer or interior leakage that might also be at work drainning her precious red blood cells somewhere. 5) For CH : For truly infinite vast oceans of ever increasingly more deep, intensive, thorough, all pervasive, complete, permanent: healings of whatever the root, & seed and including all contributory causes of the spiritual oppressions and spiritual attacks I have been under for so many long and tiring years; 6) For complete, all pervasive, permanent: healings, together with God's infinite vast oceans of wisdom, guidance, direction, constant and ever increasing help and assistance, ever increasing clarity, lucidity, depth of my knowledge and understanding as to: A) pathway to healings of the deep seated desires in me that have plagued me for so long; B) Uniformity to God's most perfect, pristine will, ways, plans --in all things, at all times, forever; C) Ever increasing,unceasing, ever deepening growth in: Trustful surrender and abandonement to Divine Providence and to His perfect will in all matters, at all times, unceasingly & forever; D) That I would love the Lord our God with every fiber and cell of my heart, my mind, my soul, my treasures, my gifts, my skills etc and give Him everything thru a life radiant--like 999 quadrillion sunlights of light, life giving heat and warmth: serving only Him, Loving Him first and foremost before anyone else.